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Originally Posted by dinosaurdammit
I go today at 3. Im just a mess. I cant stop crying. I too am sick with pneumonia so every time i start to cry a coughing fit starts. I just want to fix her so she can be a happy healthy snake. Bless her heart she has tried so hard. When i put her on the floor she does her best to slither over to me and rest her head. I know she feels safe with me which pains me the most because I fear I will betray her if I have to put her down. But i feel like she is suffering. She seeks me out. Ive been sitting all morning with her in my apron like a kangaroo, just so I could hold her.
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I really hope you're okay as this seems to be hitting you really hard.
I'd like to point out though that keeping her in your apron all morning is not helping her, if there is a chance left. She needs her proper environment if there's a chance for her survival at this point.