Super Bummed :(

[brylecc1989]

Although none of you know me personally, I need to vent about this. Thanks in advance for reading my whining. Please reserve any judgemental comments unless presented in a nice constructive way! Well i have been working at my company for about 10 months now, have maintained perfect attendance, been complimented multiple times on my work ethic and ability to learn the job by management, and at 22 years old run a whole department by myself. I work in a cardboard box factory running the ink department. Well yesterday, i got sprang with a random drugtest, and since i partake in the occasional weed, i will be fired at the end of the week. This is extremely frustrating. I feel that by failing that test, all i have done is prove that one can do a good job at work while smoking a little pot in their free time. For all they konw I could have smoke 30-45 days ago since this is how long it takes for THC to leave the system. I feel that society in general treats drug users, especially not "hard" ones, way too harshly. Whereas if i wanted to sit and drink alcohol everyday i'd be able to keep my job. Now i know that smoking is a choice i made, but it just really discourages me that i will lose my job for the choices i make in my free time when i've worked really hard to do a great job for my company. Im sure some of you will feel for me, and some will think i got what i deserved, and i respect all your opinions but i just couldnt hold this in anymore. The real kicker is that i don't live with my parents, and have bills rent and the like to pay. Im pretty much freaking out and dont know wat to do! Maybe ill just take all my snakes to a cabin in the woods, burn my ss card, and do up life nature style! Just kidding, but im running out of options. Thanks for reading. Just had to get it out.