hello everyone
first i would like to apologise for leaving in the first place
2nd i want you all to know i have NOT read any of the pm's sent to me on here,on other forums or my wifes e mail address i gave out
the reason for this is i knew once i heard from all my very good friends on here I WOULD COME BACK IN AN INSTANT.....!!!
the reason i was not coming back and the reason i left in the first place was.......
i could not and would not have let up on sickvenom,i could not stand buy and watch people being scaremongered or torn apart for asking questions and advice
so i thought it better that i leave instead of dragging the forum i respect so much down to daily arguements and pointless posts.
i have given wayne my password for my photobucket account and its the same password i use for all my forum participation
for my own peace of mind i will pm wayne and ask him to go into ALL the forums i use and vouch for me not opening any of my pm's from you all
re the reason for this.....
i wanted to speak to you all without any influence from your pm's.
so you would know what i have said comes straight from me and has in no way been influenced by my very good friendships on here
i will however open my pm's later tonight once wayne looks and see's they are unopened.
i have missed you all as i think of a lot of people on here as very good and real friends.when you go through bad times in every day life i feel for you just as much as if you lived in my street...!!
to me this place feels like one big family where we all do our best by each other.
i'm not being cheeky but you have no idea how hard it was for me to make the decision to leave
it was so hard being away from here that up until today i have not lurked or come back on as i knew the minute i saw all your posts i would NOT be able to resist logging on.
at 1 point on another forum i saw 1 pm from big rob and 2 pm's from wayne.that tugged on the heart and head so much that i stopped logging onto that forum for fear of it influencing me.
i did not want to come back to be known as the guy who argue's with sickvenom all day long.
i will not say anymore about sickvenom and i am in no way attacking the guy as he is no longer here to defend himself
for the record
this was the first day i lurked and this was the first thread i read.
for as sad as it is my reason for logging on was.....
even though i walked away to stop daily arguements,if this thread is anything to go by (and i hope its not) then arguements and rudness seems to have prevailed.
so i thought if your not part of the soulution then your part of the problem,so by default i had made myself part of the problem.
so i would like to rejoin our community and try to be part of getting it back to the HELPFULL POLITE forum it once was
thank you all for taking time to read the above and it sure is nice to be back
wayne if you feel my explaination warrents a thread of its own,then do your wizrad stuff and make it be
i hope i find everyone well and happy
all the very best shaun
this place wasnt the same since you left :| I can sense it will be right on its way back to normal very soon with your return 
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